Tears in his eyes

(0) I yell out his name in pain"Please Ryan don't go stay with me here by my side " he turns around to see me the girl that used to be the girl of his dreams with bruises, casts and a machine injecting medicine into her blood. I feel sorrow in this hospital room I feel his heartache to see me this way.And then all of a sudden I see tears in his eyes. And he looks at me with grief as if I were no longer his lover anymore . Then he walks slowl towards me and with his cold and clamy hands he touches my face gently and kisses my forehead warmly. I hear his warm and low voice whisper to my ear"I'm sorry melody...I don't deserve you" and I watch him walk away as if a funeral and turn back to face me and cry in front of me to see him later walk away.I stay there in my hospital bed hearing the machines beep and pain fill me also with sadness I wanted again to yell out his name just to see him once again.Two day's have gone by and he no longer comes back. Then after that I hear him coming back again but this time it's just a dream saying he is gone . (Anais, Age 13 to 18, 6/7/2004 7:53:52 PM, Tearsinhiseyes)

(1) My mother walks in the hospitle with the blood in her eyes knowing I must die. (1 year later) I got a new boyfriend and I am in the hospitle agian but not from getting hit by a car from my boyfriend with the fear in my eyes i see the blood in his (Courtney age 9, Age 8 to 12, 4/23/2013 4:06:12 PM, Tearsinhiseyes)

(2) I had a dream that he wascoming back for me, i was reaching out for him, calling his name.All I remember was that I awoke with they sound of beeping.It was the heart rate monitor.That was the day i died. (Beth aged 12, Age 8 to 12, 7/9/2006 5:26:56 AM, Tearsinhiseyes)

(3) I tossed and turned sleeplessly knowing that he wasnt coming back for me. Painful,sleepless nightmares rocked my body. tossing it as though it were a piece of drift wood out to sea. i cried knowing he wasnt coming back. at all. (Betsy, Age 13 to 18, 7/12/2006 12:56:05 PM, Tearsinhiseyes)

(4) I was feeling horrible and all my dreams were coming true. I was in the hospital again, reliving my life. In 20mins I was going to die. I wanted it to get over with just now! (Suzanna, Age 8 to 12, 7/14/2006 1:04:34 PM, Tearsinhiseyes)

(5) Just a few minutes to go now. I was shivering but I knew what was going to happen. I was given another chance. I might make it again. Suddenly i can't breath it's happening again! (Suzanna, Age 8 to 12, 7/14/2006 1:07:48 PM, Tearsinhiseyes)

(6) "Beep Beep Beep" The heart beating machine was making alot of noise. I was over with gone for ever more, dead. (Suzanna, Age 8 to 12, 7/14/2006 1:10:22 PM, Tearsinhiseyes)

(7) I'm in this place it's very wierd here. I can walk on the clouds without falling through. the place was dreamy. It was heaven! (Suzanna, Age 8 to 12, 7/14/2006 1:12:14 PM, Tearsinhiseyes)

(8) Theres this wierd person talking to me. He says his name is Jesus. He says " you want die until your old. You shall live. Be healed (Suzanna, Age 8 to 12, 7/14/2006 1:14:15 PM, Tearsinhiseyes)

(9) I'm in my bed awake again was that adream or was it real I am alive again. I look around me I'm at home. (Suzanna, Age 8 to 12, 7/14/2006 1:16:48 PM, Tearsinhiseyes)

(10) I'm so relived that i am alive. I think about all my friends. It was all adream I was never in hospital and it had only been a hour! (Suzanna, Age 8 to 12, 7/14/2006 1:19:23 PM, Tearsinhiseyes)

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