Adriana: Do you know what it means to be a writer? Well, it takes much of imagination to start with. Being a writer is just like explaining life in a small book. I know that you cannot tell all but it's like your own passion for writing, really. You have thoughts and dreams that all are exposed wide opened to the readers. As for me, I keep a journal. Always at my side. I have it at bad times and sad times, and happy times. When sad, I always force back my tears and make fists. Hard, so that I won't let go and I will stay strong. Tears stream down my face when no one is looking. It is very hard to keep it all trapped inside. I always hide from my fears and have not much of happy thoughts. Such a fearful life. I will never let go of the past. Never. Just know, that there is hope. There always is. Just don't give up and do your duties. I know it's hard. And you may always think of it. Think of the good thoughts and keep your head high. In this story several events that I write in my journal will be presented in my journal to you. Enjoy.