xXDeNiSeXx: So he kept on thinking maybe just maybe he could just lie for the rest of his life... but no. It kept going around and around in his head catholic is a VERY strong religon. So he thought for a few more days he couldn't quite make up his mind. So that night he forced himself to not go to sleep until he made up his mind, he sat infront the freezing aircon infront of his table in his room to keep him awake. By morning he found himsewlf sleeping at his table. He'd fallen asleep all night. Now he felt stupidity in his mind he'd given himself a cold..but then he told his mum so he got to stay at home. That gave him more time to think but he'd been sleeping all day too!!. So the next day he went to hang out in the popular gang and he'd still had not made up his mind..